Selfish...

i have began to think of myself more..
of things I missed and used to ignore...
things i enjoy and always wanted to do...
things i stopped, doing mostly for you...
things that weren't wrong, but just for me...
things that made me feel alive and quite happy...
yes, my family makes me happy, but i need more...
i have been grounded so long, socially i need to soar...
i am dying inside, this is something i have to do...
so if by chance it does, i never intended to hurt you...
respectfully i will go, and hang out with the guys...
no pitiful faces, or any guilt trip filled good byes...
so please don't put me through it, when home i do arrive...
selfishly, i am a live...
anthony 030607 @ 16:29