Talking to myself...

Don't you find it rather strange,
That a person likes who you are, as long as you, Change?
Loving and laughter, all the while you were pursued,
Never caught on you were being, Subdued?
Putting everything right in your lap,
Poor, Poor, Man, you fell in a, Trap?
Come on dear Man, you can't trap the willing,
You are the one, that made yourself so, Appealing?
You have no one to blame, where your life did go,
After all, you had the option to just say, No?
Basically it is your own fault, if parts of your life seem crappy,
Seeing you compromised your sanity, to make others, Happy?
But that's who you are, you do it oh so well,
You try to give everyone Heaven, while all you get is, Hell?
Stop hiding all the time, let your guard down, try it,
Trusting is a good thing, but so oft, you, Deny It?
Trust people to except the real, true, me,
And not the person, that the want to, See?
Just for once, you know who I would really love to be,
I would love, really love, for once just to be, Me?
Well then do it you coward, give it your all,
Let go, LET GO, Damn It! LET IT GO, FALL...
072106... I chose to be me...